and then a reality check

how many blogs are there in the world of the "web" - thee "web"...cause i am sure that some fecker has just written exactly what i have just written over the last few entries (ha, he said entries(and he spelt it wrong . get a typing course( get a punctuation course)and what did i say about the spelling?) i have allowed myself this luxury) - out of the billions of entries(that word again) and i am fooling myself that this is the first of what has just been said - WHAT? oh, dinner time... ok, coming in.

How many writers today use a spell check?

in fact i think i will, or at least til i go to bed.

you could do this all night

yes printing...

What has just happened is that I have ... i hate sever side communication

maybe i gotta sign out then

Here is my problem - I have the talent and not the need - all great art comes from poverty - if they try to pay you, refuse, or at least drink or inject the profits (injection a surer bet and less competition after overdose statistic taken into account) (AND THE YOUNG will flood in all their stupidity and beauty - THE YOUNG THE YOUNG passed me by)
so hewre is my problem - i have the need but not the talent - all great art comes from craft - if they try to pay you, refuse, or at least take a season at a country manor - and be sure to kill a wild animal as a graduation - to what? well, just ask an established food critic.

By the way and as a disclaimer, I am not advocating the use of mind altering drugs, especially at an abusive level (but then what is an abuse level?), I would just like clarification on these matters.

This is the best clarification I have found...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSH6ofHbeUw

Read a story a few days ago about the revaluation of psychedelic substances for medicinal purposes - whether the stigma can ever be lifted from such drugs as LSD is questionable - Manson, kids jumping off roofs, adults smashing windows after suffering violent flashback, etc etc.

I always wondered about the term "controlled substance" - who controls it and to what means? Not wanting to become too conspiratorial in this line of thinking which will result in an authority bashing spree, it always seemed to me that the drugs that tend to do nothing for you except make you docile and obedient (alcohol, nicotine) are the drugs that are controlled the most - through taxation, supply, quality. And those drugs that can open doors to new experience (psychedelics) are the least controlled - criminality, quality, non-taxation but the ones most likely to end you up in trouble with the law.
Coincidence... I don't know.

Wham bam thank you mam - Maybe mr lichtenstein was right - the bully should always be put out - and spinach was the excuse -

damn spray paint going to the head again...

So there, after all the huffing and puffing, the nashing of teeth, the rants and raves and ridicules, the postulations and pathetic excuses, yes, i finally did it - i quit smoking! and how fecking easy it was too.
After giving allen carr a busted apple review a few months back (or is it more than that? goes to show how long i have been trying to give up) i finally pulled through - saw the reason and the light. So to anybody who wants to give up smoking now - this is all i will say, yes, it does taste great now but you still know how daft it is and if you wish to quit, don't quit at quitting - just keep trying. Good luck.

Other than that, I think i said a while back that i would use this blog as a diary about my attempts to quit smoking - since that has been done, i had better give it another function - hmmmm